1. -teejay: So before you go laughing,  making fun of my bald head, or whatever statement you wanna say to it, let me explain. This is my story, like we all have our own. First of all, let me tell you how I’m feeling right now, I feel like I’m dieing. I have a badass fever, my body’s been aching for the longest time I can remember, and my eyes, yeah it’s still fucking red. You might not see it there, but it is. I got it checked up yesterday, and they said it’s infected. It’s been like this for a week now? Every time I wake up from my sleep, it’s so hard to open my eyes, because they are stuck together, ew I know. and when I move my eyes, left and right, I get a big ass headache, feeling like my head will explode. Anyways,  I’m so fucking cold, when really it’s like fucking burning in my house. You can see I’m wearing a jacket, I’m hella freezing, because of my fever. My body is trying to warm me up, making me feel hella hot, but it isn’t working. Anyways, I also have a sore throat. Past three days, I could barely eat anything, because everytime I swallow, it fucking hurts. I’ve just been eating soup lately, though, which I’m fine with. :D I could barely walk, when I stand up I feel like I’m gonna fall straight down. And just like 15 minutes ago, I was drinking orange juice, and I just dropped the cup.. I didn’t tell myself to, it just did. I was like, oh.. & I couldn’t go to the tumblr meet up at Gmall because of this.. Yeah, Imma take a break from the computer till I feel completely better, thought I’d let you guys know that, that’s why I wrote that, so yeah. Now about my bald head issue. I’ve always been hesitant to do this, because I was afraid of what people would say or whatever. But, whatever fuck it. If you’ve ever wondered why I always, as in always have a some type of headgear on whenever I’m taking a picture or if you’ve ever seen me around somewhere that’s the reason right there. Anyways, if any of you guys are curious, doubt it, the reason why I’m like that is because I’m suffering from a disease called, Alopecia Aereata. I doubt any of you guys know what that is, because only 5%? of the US have it, and woopti fucking doo, I’m one of em.. That pisses me off so much that out of all the people in the world, I have to be one of the few. But anyways, if you have no idea, it’s a disease caused by stress, which leads to hair loss on the scalp. It’s starts as bald spots all over your head, which eventually leads to all the hair off. I’ve had this for four years now, and I remembered the dermatologist saying that it would only last for 1 year or 2. That pisses me off, because I’ve had it for four fucking years now.  This stupid ass disease stopped me from doing things in my life too, like playing basketball for the school. I didn’t wanna try out, because I would be worried about all the people who look at me when I’m in the game, and I don’t like that.. I’ve tried like over 10 different medications for my hair to grow back, and it never did.. Mom spent like 300 bucks on those medications, and none of them worked.. That just hurts, knowing that my mom did whatever she can to try and help me out, and none of them worked. My family tells me that, the only person that can cure what I have, is myself. They tell me that time after time, because supposedly I’m stressing out too much.. I think I do stress a lot too, I can’t help it though. Yeah.. I honestly think Imma live the rest of my life with this stupid fucking disease, because it was supposed to be cured 2 years ago and yet its still not. But whatever, I’ve lived with it for four years, I guess you can say I’m used to it. Yeah.. That’s pretty much all I wanted to say, now you know more about me, and you know why I’m always wearing a beanie. Imma take a break from tumblr, till my fever & my eyes are good. Last post you’ll see from me in awhile. Feel free to unfollow if anything that I said above, you did not like. Reblog, wishing me to “get well”. Don’t have to if you don’t want to, but i’d be touched, maybee.. Lol, k later tumblr. Be back whenever. Questions? Just go and ask on my tumblr ask.

    -teejay:

    So before you go laughing,  making fun of my bald head, or whatever statement you wanna say to it, let me explain. This is my story, like we all have our own.

    First of all, let me tell you how I’m feeling right now, I feel like I’m dieing. I have a badass fever, my body’s been aching for the longest time I can remember, and my eyes, yeah it’s still fucking red. You might not see it there, but it is. I got it checked up yesterday, and they said it’s infected. It’s been like this for a week now? Every time I wake up from my sleep, it’s so hard to open my eyes, because they are stuck together, ew I know. and when I move my eyes, left and right, I get a big ass headache, feeling like my head will explode. Anyways,  I’m so fucking cold, when really it’s like fucking burning in my house. You can see I’m wearing a jacket, I’m hella freezing, because of my fever. My body is trying to warm me up, making me feel hella hot, but it isn’t working. Anyways, I also have a sore throat. Past three days, I could barely eat anything, because everytime I swallow, it fucking hurts. I’ve just been eating soup lately, though, which I’m fine with. :D I could barely walk, when I stand up I feel like I’m gonna fall straight down. And just like 15 minutes ago, I was drinking orange juice, and I just dropped the cup.. I didn’t tell myself to, it just did. I was like, oh.. & I couldn’t go to the tumblr meet up at Gmall because of this.. Yeah, Imma take a break from the computer till I feel completely better, thought I’d let you guys know that, that’s why I wrote that, so yeah.

    Now about my bald head issue. I’ve always been hesitant to do this, because I was afraid of what people would say or whatever. But, whatever fuck it. If you’ve ever wondered why I always, as in always have a some type of headgear on whenever I’m taking a picture or if you’ve ever seen me around somewhere that’s the reason right there. Anyways, if any of you guys are curious, doubt it, the reason why I’m like that is because I’m suffering from a disease called, Alopecia Aereata. I doubt any of you guys know what that is, because only 5%? of the US have it, and woopti fucking doo, I’m one of em.. That pisses me off so much that out of all the people in the world, I have to be one of the few. But anyways, if you have no idea, it’s a disease caused by stress, which leads to hair loss on the scalp. It’s starts as bald spots all over your head, which eventually leads to all the hair off. I’ve had this for four years now, and I remembered the dermatologist saying that it would only last for 1 year or 2. That pisses me off, because I’ve had it for four fucking years now.  This stupid ass disease stopped me from doing things in my life too, like playing basketball for the school. I didn’t wanna try out, because I would be worried about all the people who look at me when I’m in the game, and I don’t like that.. I’ve tried like over 10 different medications for my hair to grow back, and it never did.. Mom spent like 300 bucks on those medications, and none of them worked.. That just hurts, knowing that my mom did whatever she can to try and help me out, and none of them worked. My family tells me that, the only person that can cure what I have, is myself. They tell me that time after time, because supposedly I’m stressing out too much.. I think I do stress a lot too, I can’t help it though. Yeah.. I honestly think Imma live the rest of my life with this stupid fucking disease, because it was supposed to be cured 2 years ago and yet its still not. But whatever, I’ve lived with it for four years, I guess you can say I’m used to it. Yeah.. That’s pretty much all I wanted to say, now you know more about me, and you know why I’m always wearing a beanie. Imma take a break from tumblr, till my fever & my eyes are good. Last post you’ll see from me in awhile.

    Feel free to unfollow if anything that I said above, you did not like.

    Reblog, wishing me to “get well”. Don’t have to if you don’t want to, but i’d be touched, maybee.. Lol, k later tumblr. Be back whenever.

    Questions? Just go and ask on my tumblr ask.

    1 year ago  /  Notes